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Everlasting Loneliness-GHBxReader(Sadstuck End)

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Published: Jan 3, 2015

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~GHBS POV~

Your lil mama was gone....

Thats all you could think...

Fef....Feferi.

THAT FUSCHIA BLOODED MOTHERFUCKER.

It had been too long. You pretty much lost your mind just trying to find your lil mama and grub, but they seemingly fell off the face of Alternia. You felt a lot more energetic, in a way, young this day now. You only now realise what you havent done.
What you must do

You could hear the messiahs mocking you for your stupidity.

You know what you had to do.
kill that motherfucking fish.

>Your POV<

You quietly made your way through the halls to where Highblood's throne room was. Every servant or slave there seemed to avoid you as if you had a plague from the outside. Highblood had recently come and gone, having taken Feferi from the street without a trace of struggle and pained the fuschia onto his wall. It didn't have more than a few spots of fuschia so he refreshed the old looking spots by repeatedly using your old lovers body on the old spots so the small dried spots were a bit bigger and fresher, but dried soon after they had taken the body out with the others and disposed of them in an undisclosed location.

Your heart pounded hard enough for little Kurloz to hear it and nuzzle into you reassuringly to encourage you in a way. Highblood wasnt in his throne room when you peeked into it, so you went to where you knew his bedroom was. He was asleep there and you get Kurloz to fall asleep and put him in his old room to bed before returning to Highblood and taking the cloak off, then walk over and lay down next to him, sneaking your way into his arms and resting now contentedly in his arms. You drifted to sleep and didn't get woken until you felt him start to move around. You peeked out at his waking face and he moves his arms to stretch then stops an feels what was in his arms. He opened his eyes slowly then looked down at you, tears filling his eyes as he just stared at you and mumbled something.

"Hey crazy clown," You smile a little and reach up, hugging his neck and giving his painted cheek a kiss and nuzzle. He holds you close and you just stay cuddled up to him and let him silently sob. You forget about Feferi, just happy being in the Highbloods arms, even if he was much bigger than you, it was a protected feeling and you loved it. You reached up and wiped his cheeks off.

He slowly smiled, not a big smile, but just a small smile and nuzzled your hand with his cheek, "I missed you... so much... lil mama...dont ever leave me again..." He rested his forehead against yours and you eskimo kiss him.

"I won't, no one deserves loneliness, and I couldn't live with myself if I had let it be everlasting for you..." You reach up and press your lips to his, laying on his chest and letting his hands rest on your waist. He sits up a bit and you pull him down to kiss him again, giving a light smirk when you feel his hand slip down to your butt, glancing at him playfully and nipping his lip before letting him have his way with you.

-

You get him back to his old self for the most part, and get him and Kurloz close once again, actually finding their kinda lusus-grub relationship to be cute. You heard Feferi had went missing, and assumed it was him trying to get away and get over you, never knowing the truth about what had happened to your old love. The Grand Highblood does everything in his power to keep you happy, though, and always seemed to be afraid of losing you; even a time or two he had injured himself from beating the shit out of a few people that wanted to kill you. You were sad when it came close to his end, and got tired of god tier by the time Kurloz started to get old as well, and, missing both Highblood and Feferi now, you drifted, and eventually were able to accomplish death, reuniting with Highblood in his own bubbles and not letting him go again.